New @ the Zoo

I want my life back…

lauraszoo — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 01:59:22 +0000

All in all things are going pretty well, but everything is different. Sometimes it is so painfully obvious how much things have changed. My life is gone, and it’s not coming back. Things will never be like they were when Jeff was alive. I have spent the last year trying to make them be the same and have failed. I just can’t do it. (i’m having acceptence issues) I want my family back! I want to be a wife. I want to be a whole family. I want my kids to have a dad. I want to be loved. I miss it soo stinking much!

In the mean time…. kids are doing pretty well. Ben and Joe are both in high school now (ACK) Sally started kindergarten (Jeff would be so proud) Juli and Sam are doing very well. They all have friends and seem generally happy.

I wish I was.

I still have flooded Hoffman house to sell. Know anyone who wants to by a moldy house? I am still paying too much for rent. Ben needs $450 to go on the school band trip to Chicago (where is that money tree?) I am now working, fun job, but pays minimum wage, and ends in a few weeks. I still can’t get housework done. My kids still won’t eat real food, but they are growing (thank goodness for the Goodwill) I hate being bummed out! I hate being loney! I hate having to do everything BY MYSELF!!!

I want my life back…

Zoo up North!

lauraszoo — Thu, 19 Jul 2007 16:18:05 +0000

Visit http://lauraszoo2.wordpress.com/ for updated Canada adventures!

(mom: click on the link, it’ll take you to the new blog, then add it to your favorites.)

Made it to Canada!

lauraszoo — Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:20:09 +0000

Internet is R E A L L Y slow here. I’ll get the rest of the baseball pics posted soon! Talk to ya later eh?!

This is one of the horses, his name is Spider. E I E I O!

Woodbury Game

lauraszoo — Thu, 28 Jun 2007 18:29:02 +0000

South St. Paul Game!

lauraszoo — Thu, 28 Jun 2007 18:20:23 +0000

Lakeville tourney

lauraszoo — Thu, 28 Jun 2007 17:48:21 +0000

Cottage Grove Game

lauraszoo — Thu, 28 Jun 2007 17:42:08 +0000

Click on pic for full size picture.

If you “right click” on the image you can save it to your computer and print it out, or send it to shutterfly and order prints from online.

Play Nice, Boys!

lauraszoo — Wed, 27 Jun 2007 18:14:02 +0000

Click on Pic for full size!

I’m sorry Guys!

lauraszoo — Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:14:24 +0000

I will get the the last few games on here soon. We’ve been busy packing and I haven’t had time, but I will SOON! be patient and practice pop-ups. I’ll see you all on Wednesday!

Click on the pictures below to see the full shot!!

lauraszoo — Sat, 16 Jun 2007 03:51:18 +0000